I must say first, that for many years since the death of our Daughter, I have not been one to call the death of a pet: "the loss of a family member" for it is not near that kind of loss. Saying that this was a sad and struggling loss. We knew her quality of life was shrunk to eat, sleep and use the bathroom. She had lost control of most things. She was down in her back. She had for the last four years a large growth on her chest, her eyes were failing and she could not year well. These conditions led her to be fearful of being picked-up or picked-on.
On New Year's eve Carol took her out to let her do her business and while carrying her inside, ZOE bit Carol resulting in 2 stitches, a badly swollen face and infection. Some of the later was because of bad medical advice.
Since we had already been facing the idea that ZOE's days were limited, this event changed everything. The grand kids love ZOE and have not seen the changes as we have. The thought of one of them getting in ZOE's face for a kiss and receiving possible severe bites was scary and troubling.
So we decided to give Zoe peace.
For you that don't know me: I am a Cat person or was! When we got Zoe as a pup in 1998, we had just moved to town and our Daughter wanted a companion. I kept a distance at first since we had a cat, but soon the dog and cat merged into a great team. Toby the cat taught Zoe to climb on the back of furniture, play and chase. Toby died at 15 years (about 5 years ago) and Zoe won me over.
As a dog owner, much could be said but it isn't necessary. Zoe will be missed by the Grand kids and all of us.
I recently had a theological discussion with Grandson Avery and agreed with him that Dogs will be with us in heaven (recalling that Revelation mentions horses, etc.)
So out of character for me, I will just say: "ZOE, I'll see you in heaven with the rest of the family."
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