42

Yesterday was the 42nd birthday of our daughter, Heather.  I always think about "what ifs" had she remained with us.  Who would she be? How many Grandkids would I have in Jr. High or High School.  Where would I be now?  Her death was one of those basic crossroads moments.  Carol and I changed.  Everything changed.

I certainly don't want to second guess and there can be no regrets.  Just What if's.